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? [Jul. 10th, 2008|10:48 pm]
Sometimes I question things, even when I know the answers.

I find that I am beating myself down because of my flaws and imperfections.

Why can't I be better?

I know better than this.

No one is perfect. It is by GRACE that we are saved. It is by His love that we are all given a second chance. We are thrown a line to pull ourselves out of the drowning sea. I'm not perfect, but He is. So i will strive to be like You. I may not come close, but at least I will get up when I fall.

Why do i ask myself these questions in the first place?
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Hello world [Jun. 3rd, 2008|09:08 am]
[mood | pleased]
[music |Brand New- The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot]

it seems every time I post on here I start with "It's been a while since I posted".

Things I want to do this summer...

1.Go to Cornerstone (if my work allows me)
2.Get a new video camera
3.Work on some cool video projects and start making my own movie
4.Get a bike so I can go on sweet bike rides with friends.
5.High five some rad peeps.

I look so dumb golfing

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:-) Happy Andy [Jul. 11th, 2007|02:36 am]
[mood | happy]
[music |Sleeping At Last- Needle and Thread]

When it comes to the end of the day, I tend to reflect upon things that I have been graced with in my life. I have much to be thankful currently. My life isn't as bad as I thought it was. I tend to view the great things in my life small in comparison to the not so great things. Since April, everything about my life changed for the better. I was graced with the experiences that have developed me into the man I am today. Three months may not seem like it's enough time to change a person, but in my case it was. This past week especially has been amazing in so many aspects that I would be a fool to let the opportunity pass me by to give thanks. So tonight as I lay in bed, the only words I can seem to pull together, I will say before I close my eyes and fall asleep.

Thank you God.
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(no subject) [Jun. 26th, 2007|10:12 pm]
I hate my job.
My cat had babies.
Working on some new songs.
Hopefully I can put together an album and play shows.
Thats all.
I know, I'm boring.
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YAY!!! [Jun. 7th, 2007|12:40 pm]
[music |Mitch recording Walk on Water]

Horray!!!!!!!
Def Plex is recording again.
In the past 2 days, they have gotten a lot of their EP done.
The album is gonna be amazing from what I've herd so far.
Check their myspace for updates.

Yes, I know I'm lame.


Apparently, Mitch will take you to the market and he'll put you in his shoe.
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SWEET SHOW!!!! [May. 3rd, 2007|07:52 am]
[mood | chipper]
[music |Definition Plexus- Tango Down]




Awesome show. Tell all your friends. I want to see EVERYONE there!!!
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Wowser! [Mar. 15th, 2007|11:36 am]
[mood | happy]
[music |Every Time I Die- The New Black]

I haven't had internet for sooo long.

life is going ok.

I can't complain too much.

I've been writing a lot of music lately.

Hopefully I'll start recording soon and playing shows.

I finally think my life is taking shape.
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(no subject) [Jan. 13th, 2007|04:48 am]
[mood | ROCKIN' IT]
[music |Def Plex- Tango Down]

Haven't done this in a while.
I've been working a lot lately and it made me realize
that I need to do something profound with my life.
Austin and I started a band called Arch Sienna.
We have a myspace up with a few demos.
If anyone is interested or knows someone with talent that would like to audition
get a hold of me on the myspace page or here.
We are looking for a bassist and drummer and a vocalist for sure.
Also willing to audition other instruments such as violins, horns and such.

I love you all and hope everyone is well.
And yes ladies.....still single.

www.myspace.com/archsienna
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(no subject) [Nov. 25th, 2006|06:05 am]
[mood | READY FOR THE "D"]
[music |Tenacious D - City Hall]

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THE D IS HERE IN DETROIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im so excited beyond words.
Brian Walton and I are TWO KINGS BABY!!!!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Nov. 3rd, 2006|06:05 am]
Even thought the world is crumbling around me,
things seem to be looking up.
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(no subject) [Oct. 21st, 2006|03:40 am]
[Tags|]
[mood | sad]

If lonelieness is a drink....
....then someone better fucking join me
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(no subject) [Oct. 10th, 2006|03:59 am]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |Dashboard Confessional- The Brilliant Dance]

This weekend was a lot more fun than I predicted.
The Horror convention was pretty sweet.
I met a lot of sweet people.
I am also sweet!

Today Matt, my brother Chuck and I worked on a sweet porch hang out area in the back of the house.
After that I laid carpet in the basement.
FUN FUN FUN!!!

Sometimes people put up fronts.
It seems that we all do from time to time.
No one seems to be truthful.
Everyone has something to hide.
Some people have to much.
We all want to seem better than we really are.
To impress someone.
No one is perfect in this world.
The sooner we all realize that, the sooner we will be happy.
Not only with others, but with ourselves.
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(no subject) [Oct. 4th, 2006|04:46 pm]
[mood | lost]

I need a sign to tell me if I'm on the right track.
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(no subject) [Oct. 3rd, 2006|09:17 pm]
[mood | happy]
[music |Mae- The Everglow]

She is so lovely
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(no subject) [Sep. 24th, 2006|09:42 pm]
[mood | happy]
[music |The Black Dahlia Murder- I'm Charming]

The one thing that I have learned in life is that all the bad events that transpire are good in a way.
As humans, we draw information from expereinces such as the negative ones and usually learn not to repeat the actions. This helps us to grow and mature so eventualy we will pass our life lessons down to our children.

p.s. my cat is making the craziest noises ever!!!!!
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(no subject) [Sep. 16th, 2006|10:42 pm]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |Copeland]

Today made me realize a few things.
In life our generation is loseing grip on the definition of love.
No one acctualy says how they really feel.
And lastly, just because I'm not perfect, dosen't mean that I'm a horrible person.
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I love basketball!!!!! [Sep. 13th, 2006|07:15 pm]
[music |Coheed and Cambria- Faint of Heart]

Andy Bisaha drives to the hoop......

HE SHOOTS......

....REJECTED!!!!
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(no subject) [Aug. 21st, 2006|04:16 am]
[mood | sad]

I thought that things were getting better.
I really did.
Now its back to the start.
The sad thing about it is that i really don't know why.
I have always been the type of person who needs to know exactly what is going in my life to feel safe.
I feel as if everything is out of my control and i don't know how to regain it.

I'm done ranting.
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sorting.through.the.aftermath [Aug. 16th, 2006|10:04 pm]
[mood | happy]
[music |letterkills.cause.im.super.brutal.master.of.impending.doom!!]

ive.realized.that.I.need.to.focous.on.the.now.and.not.on.what.is.still.to.come
its.been.bothering.me.for.a.while.but.the.only.way.to.move.is.to.take.the,intial.first.step.in.realizing.that.im.hurt.but.it.will.be.ok
i.have.plenty.of.people.who.care.about.me.and.want.to.see.me.happy.and.im.greatful.that.they.are.around
and.im.sure.they.are.greatful.for.me.making.a.fool.out.of.myself.daily.for.their.enjoyment

ive.made.the.decison.that.im.moving.back.to.my.parents.house.for.a.few.months.with.matt.so.i.can.save.some.money.and.buy.a.few.things
im.excited.about.being.closer.to.my.lil.bro.who.is.amazing.
i.think.the.three.of.us.will.really.benift.from.this.situation

hopefuly.this.weekend.will.be.full.of.good.times.and.high.fives
please.get.a.hold.of.me.to.make.plans
i.promise.smiles.for.alllllll!!!!!
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SOUNDS FUCKIN OWNEDDDDDDD!!!! [Aug. 4th, 2006|11:30 am]
[mood | METALED UP!!!!]
[music |Behemoth- Slaves Shall Serve]

I've never seen an more amazing concert IN MY LIFE!!!!!
Black Dahlia was sweet and so was Behemoth. Canibal Corpse And Evergreen Terrace were also sweet.
GWAR OWNED MY FACE WITH GALLONS UPON GALLONS OF BLOOD.
I was deffinatley disapointed with the chariot.

Hopefuly the rest of this vacation will rule everything!
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